More On The Subject Of "I'm Not As Advanced As I Hoped I Was"

There's this person who's really ignoring me. I won't go into particulars but he's decided that because I accused him of being "an idjit" (which he's not but he acted like one and I lashed out at him) he's not going to acknowledge my existence. It's a shame I guess and in the grand scheme of things in my life and the world at large it means little.

But I find that it bothers me. Which means he's won, I guess. I'm quite sure he's started the cold shoulder to punish me and I'm actually astonished to discover that it bothers me. I guess I'm not as detached and holy and I would like to believe I am. It is too bad. If I were more detached and/or less proud I could just say something like, "Gee guy, I'm sorry I pissed in your soup." and leave it at that.

I'm gonna sigh a bit about it and try to love this person for the beautiful insights into myself he's given me. Then maybe I can stop being bothered and just smile a lot. (That'll bother him! (insert smirk here))